Peoples use to say "weather will affect someone's mood". Tonight is a very windy night , i can hear the smooth wind breezing throughout my balcony from my room........ it reminded me of my time at Kuching & Bintulu.
I like to sit outside my house balcony, chatting with my father, mother, siblings. Playing with our doggies,Tom tom & Lingki & our New FaMILY MEMBERS~~ the 4 newborn little puppies~
that's our 4 newborn puppies with the mother TOM TOM~~~
Legend is sleeping tight & soundly LOL
Audrey with the 4 babies..so happy!!!
Audrey & Me
LOL, can u see the babies' father ?
the one at the behind(brown colour dog)
The weather is making me become very moody today.... After went out for coffee with Claire& Yean yee in the afternoon, I came back to my room. I took a very light dinner tonight, kind of losing my appetite lately......
Then, I just sat in my room, doing some reading, meditating to the gospel songs which my dearest sis-in law gave me+doing my devotions.
While I am meditating with those songs & God's words, I feel I am protected & secure in God's arms.
I am no longer feel lonely, empty as I can sense his presence in me.
The devotion today says about God knows my heart desire, and Jesus knew that our deepest needs are spiritual, not physical.
What I want to say here is whenever u feel very empty, losing mood, sad, down, u can always call for Jesus, for he is our provider, our refuge, he knows our needs & heal us, provide us the best for he knew the best for us.
Jesus knew that even if our physical needs were all met, we are, without him, we are spiritually empty,spiritually unsatisfied, spiritually incomplete.We always seeking but never finding, always longing but never fulfilled.
In John 6:25-35, Jesus says: I am the bread of life. He who comes to me will never go hungry, and he who believes in me will never be thirsty".
For our Paradise Church is running the 21 days fast & pray days, I ask myself to be determined to pray for my family, myself, my country earnestly , consistently ,specifically and I believe in Christ, I am able to see great things happen in my life.
When i pray & fast, My faith is building up, growing, and I believe!!!!!
It's important to pray !!!!!
One of my friend just shared with me his experience of never stop praying recently. His attitude of believing that God will provide him the best & praying specifically had inspired me lots.He never stop trusting & praying to God even the situation that time seems hopeless. It results with God really answered his prayer.
It's sound incredible for me, but it really is. Our God is so true!!!
This example had inspired me to PRAY FOR MY DAD's SALVATION Consistently!!!!
As if i didn't pray, I can't let God interfere onto the earthly-work & fulfilled his mission onto our life.
I have to PRAY!!!!!!
Its all matter of time. God always has his own timing, our Abba father is the faithful & trustworthy God, he'll always keep his promise.
For he so loves the world, he gave his one , the only Son~Jesus Christ~ to die for our sin on the cross to wash our sin away.
He says he'll never forsaken us, and I believe in him for he is the TRUE GOD!!!! Our heavenly father who freely gives his blessing to us as his beloved children~~~
Like my case, I had been praying for my dad's salvation for more than 15 years and I couldn't see any major changing on him, he's still haven't accepting Christ these years.
But if I really see the whole pic, actually my dad is changing, he's becoming more gentle and I can see my relationship with him is so much better compared to last time.
Last time when i was young, I always have the fear of going nearer, talking to my dad. I always see dad as a father who is very strict, fierce.....not a lovely&friendly person to talk , share my problems with.
But slowly, as years goes by, my father has became my intimate Friend, he's more like a Good friend to me.
I love talking, chatting with him!!!! LOL
I love to be with him, to sit on his car, hug him, kiss his cheeks, tickle him........
I think God is changing my father slowly. and i believe very soon, he'll experience God's love, God's presence & accept salvation. AMEN!!!!!!!
The conclusion is NEVER GIVE UP IN PRAYER!!!!!! :))
This handsome man is my dearest DADDY!!!!!!!
So, to know Christ is to be spiritually satisfied. Always feed urself with God's words & meditate on it. you'll find ur journey with God is really interesting & exciting!!!!
For Christianity is not about religion BUT IT IS A RELATIONSHIP with God:))
Yah, i wanna share with you guys my family photos which I edited. *claps* no copyright reserved oooo..... I love to look at it before I sleep:)) it makes me feel i am just beside them:))
SO SWEET RITE!!!!! heeee
~to be Continued~